I will never really know how to explain those two words. I’m empty. That’s all I can ever know. I think sadness will forever be my companion; the only thing that’ll remain with me. I am a negative person and I don’t think that’s ever gonna change. I prefer being alone most of the times, it’s easier rather than be with someone who’ll judge you anyway. Sometimes, I try so hard to be better for people but I’m just too tired to pretend. And that can be the ugly truth for me; I won’t be any better.
Well, on the good side, I like good and unusual architecture. I like seeing highways, bridges, old buildings or even new ones, towers, roads, and a whole lot more. I like travelling. I just hate being at home, I feel so old and alone when I’m home. I like all shades of gray and the color black. I love walking. I have big hands and big feet. I’m 5 foot 8 inches high. I want to be skinny. I feel very fat . I’m very fond of seeing random strangers smile at me. I’m just weird. I really like those things that hurt me because they allow me to be more real.
And that’s just about it.